Q. Full Name:
A. Amber Kim Evans

Q. Name Backwards:
A. Rebma

Q. Were you named after anyone?
A. Yes, my grandma, Jewell.

Q. Does your name mean anything?
A. "a jewel"

Q. Nick Name(s):
A. I don't have any current ones, but here are some old ones: "Ding", "Lefty", "Squirrel-Girl", "Bird", "Amber, the big yellow (insert the animal of your choice here)", "Mama", "N.M."

Q. Screen Name(s):
A. "Ding_13" and "aenm13"

Q. Date Of Birth:
A. March 1, 1983

Q. Place of Birth:
A. Des Moines, IA

Q. Nationality:
A. Scottish, Irish, Dutch, German, Swedish, and Welsh
Q. Current Location:
A. Northwest Missouri State University in Maryville, MO
Q. Sign:
A. Pisces

Q. Religion:
A. N/A

Q. Height:
A. 5'3"

Q. Weight:
A. Well, when I checked about 2 weeks ago, it was 100 lbs., but hopefully it's more by now.

Q. Shoe Size:
A. Women's 7, Men's 5

Q. Hair color:
A. Blond

Q. Eye color:
A. Greenish

Q. What do you look like?
A. I am tiny, very tiny...and I am well aware of that fact.
Q. Innie or Outie?
A. Innie

Q. Righty, Lefty, or Ambidexterous?
A. Righty

Q. Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?
A. Yeah, this is a hard one...hmm, could it be, straight? And very much so, thank you very much.

Who is your...

Q. Best friend(s):
A. Amanda and Michael

Q. Good friends (your sex):
A. Um, I'm afraid Amanda's my only true friend of the same sex...lol

Q. Good friends (opposite sex):
A. Michael, Brandon, and Geoff

Q. Aquaintances(s)/ Sort-of friend(s):
A. Sinnard, Alicia, Joe, Susanna, Shannon, Kelly, Jarrod

Q. Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
A. Yeah right...that'll happen.

Q. Crush:
A. Well, I wouldn't call it a "crush" persay...but that's all I have to say about that one ;).

Q. Parent(s):
A. Okay, Teresa is my mom, Dan is my step-dad, and my real dad's name is Don (kinda weird, yes, I know).

Q. Worst Enemy:
A. I really hope I don't have any "enemies", but if I HAVE to pick someone...well, I don't really get along with Kathie anymore...is that good enough?

Q. Favorite on-line Guy(s):
A. Well, if you mean someone I don't know otherwise, I'd have to say Ryan, 'cause he's the only one I still talk to.

Q. Favorite on-line Girl(s):
A. Who meets girls online?? lol

Q. Friend you trust more than anyone:
A. Well, that's a tough one...Geoff when we used to actually talk. He's completely honest about everything, whether you want to know or not. That's not to say I don't completely trust some other people as well...like Michael, for one.

Q. Funniest friend:
A. Hmm, another tough one...I'm just gonna have to go with Michael, because all my friends crack me up, but I think he's just hilarious to watch sometimes.

Q. Craziest friend:
A. If we mean crazy in a good way, not as in mental, I think it's a tie between Geoff and Michael...they both do some pretty crazy stuff.

Q. Advice Friend:
A. Once again, Geoff when we used to talk...I really miss those. But usually I just bug Amanda with my problems :) lol.

Q. Loudest Friend:
A. That would probably have to be Sinnard, though Michael has his moments... :).

Q. Person you cry with:
A. No one. I don't like to cry in front of people.

Do You Have

Q. Any sisters:
A. Yeah, one.

Q. Any brothers:
A. One of those too.

Q. Any pets:
A. Unfortunately, I can't have any here, but I have a minature poodle at home.

Q. A disease:
A. Not that I'm aware of.

Q. A pager:
A. Nope

Q. A personal phone line:
A. Well...I share one with my roommate...but I guess she gets a lot more calls than I do, so no.

Q. A cell phone:
A. Yes, which I really love having, but don't even get me started on U.S. Cellular...

Q. A lava lamp:
A. No, but I always wanted one.

Q. A pool or hot tub:
A. Nope, though a hot tub sounds really nice right now...

Q. A car:
A. Yes, and it's currently sitting outside of my house not working, as usual, so I'm driving my mom's car the rest of the year.

Describe Your...

Q. Personality:
A. Oh, I really don't have time to go into all that right now, so I'll just say very complex and contradicting and leave it at that.

Q. Driving:
A. Really, it's much better than it used to be...though there was still that passing incident...whoops, lol.

Q. Car you have or one you want:
A. Well, my car is a Chevy Lumina Euro, but it's a complete P.O.S. and I'm driving my mom's Lumina, not a Euro, I dunno what type exactly. I have no idea what my "ideal car" would be...

Q. Room:
A. It's a dorm room: very small. I do have pictures up wherever I could put them on my side though.

Q. Closet:
A. Kinda messy...the bottom is where I hang up some clothes and pile the dirty clothes in the bottom, and the top is where I store some stuff like extra blankets.

Q. School:
A. Kinda small for a university, but I like it.

Q. Bed:
A. Hmm, take a wild guess....yep, rather small, but really it's not too bad.

Q. Relationship with your parent(s):
A. Well, my mom and I get along alright anymore...she doesn't yell at me anymore because I "moved out". And Dan...well, even forgetting the fact that he's in jail, I'm not really fond of him all the time, so we don't talk much.

Do You...

Q. Believe in yourself:
A. No, not really, and it's not a very good thing.

Q. Do you believe in love at first sight?
A. Real love? No, but I would buy instant attraction and then a "connection" that soon leads to love.

Q. Consider yourself a good listener:
A. Well I sure hope so, since that's what I do with most of my life: watch, listen, and think.

Q. Consider yourself a good friend:
A. Well I'd like to think so, but I'm sure there are some things I could change...I am very loyal though.

Q. Get Along with your parents:
A. Isn't this the same question as the other parent one? Yeah, usually I do.

Q. Save your e-mail conversations:
A. Well first of all, I don't really have e-mail conversations, but I save all emails from anyone I know. I do save MSN Messenger conversations sometimes too.

Q. Pray:
A. No

Q. Believe in reincarnation:
A. Not at the moment, but you never know... ;) lol.

Q. Like to make fun of people:
A. Oh hell yeah! lol, actually, only my friends...I JOKINGLY make fun of them, but it's not like they don't do the same to me...probably moreso actually.

Q. Like to talk on the phone:
A. To my friends, yes, but not to people I don't know.

Q. Like to drive:
A. Actually, not really...it's just because I can't relax much when I'm driving, or I'll go all over the road.

Q. Get motion sickness:
A. Actually, yes, but only if I go on a rollercoaster or some kind of ride like that.

Q. Eat the stems of broccoli:
A. Well, I don't really like broccoli too much, so no.

Q. Eat chicken fingers with a fork:
A. No, I eat them with...my fingers, imagine that.

Q. Dream in color:
A. I don't really know...color or lack of it just doesn't stand out in my dreams much.

Q. Type with your fingers on home row:
A. Yeah, when I use 2 hands to type...but if I'm on the phone or eating or something, then I do the old 'hunt and peck' method.

Q. Sleep with a stuffed animal:
A. I used to, but that was a long time ago...they always ended up on the floor anyway, a pillow is much better.

What Is/Are/Was...

Q. Right next to you:
A. Um, a picture of Enrique I printed out for my Spanish class, my roommate's PinPoint book, my 'secret' notebook that Michael would love to get his hands on (lol), and the t.v. remote.

Q. On the walls of your room:
A. The only thing actually on the wall on my side of the room is a calender, but on the sides of the shelf and the closet I have tons of pictures.

Q. On your mouse pad:
A. Marvin the Martian...a present I got from Amanda, actually.

Q. Your dream car:
A. I already answered this in the other car question...but really, all I want is something that doesn't breakdown EVERY OTHER MONTH!!!

Q. Your dream date:
A. Well, I'm not really too picky at this point, 'cause I'm thinking ANY date would be nice...though I guess to be a "dream" date, I'd have to really like the guy, have tons of fun, and preferably away from people...other than that, I wouldn't really care what we did or where we went.

Q. Your dream honeymoon spot:
A. Sorry, I haven't thought that far ahead, but this is similar to my dream date...

Q. Your dream husband/wife:
A. Someone enough like me that we could get along and enough unlike me that we get along, lol...I wonder if such a think exists...?

Q. Your bedtime:
A. Whenever I make myself go to bed, usually sometime between midnight and 2.

Q. Under your bed:
A. A lot of stuff, since that's where I keep about everything...hmm, right now there's some empty pop cans, a 12 pack of Code Red, my dishes, some papers and supplies, a couple duffle bags/suitcases, and some shoes.

Q. The single most important question:
A. Why? At least that's what I always want to know.

Q. Your bad time of the day:
A. I am NOT a morning person...

Q. Your worst fear(s):
A. Well, I would have to go with being completely alone.

Q. The weather like?
A. Kinda cold, but sunny today.

Q. The time?
A. 4:14 P.M. (though I already answered this once last night at 2 A.M. before it didn't save....)

Q. The date?
A. October 17, 2001

Q. The best trick you ever played on someone:
A. Well, I don't think I've played too many tricks on people...it's more of the other way around.

Q. The weirdest food or drink that you like:
A. Well, I love to eat potato chips on my sandwiches...especially balogne, which I won't eat otherwise :) lol.

Q. Theme song:
A. Bitch by Meredith Brooks

Q. The hardest thing about growing up:
A. I'd have to say dealing with change and letting go of the past.

Q. Your funniest experience:
A. Oh, I don't know...but I'm sure it probably happened on a band trip...then again, maybe it was Michael's birthday last year... :).

Q. Your scariest moment:
A. When someone was telling me things...I can't go into it, because it would break my confidence with that person.

Q. The silliest thing you've said:
A. Omg, I'll bet there's a million of them...let's see if I can think of one right now...ah, here's a good one "swife"

Q. The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex:
A. Omg, do I have to admit this? lol, well, I used to have this bad habit of writing them notes...and one time I made a tape to go along with it... :).

Q. The worst feeling in the world:
A. Um, probably feeling lonely/helpless/rejected.

Q. The best feeling in the world:
A. The way that some people can just look at you a certain way, and all of a sudden you get such a high...(No, I'm not 'on' anything, I'm serious...)

Q. The happiest moment of your life:
A. Well, I really hope it hasn't happened yet, but of my life so far...probably a certain half an hour or so on a band trip once...and that's so pathetic that that's my happiest moment...

Q. The saddest moment of your life:
A. Um, probably November 19, 1999...I think that was the saddest single-moment I've had so far.

Q. The worst moment of your life:
A. I guess I would have to say a couple weeks after the February 19th "episode"...that sucked a lot.

Q. The most romantic thing a person has ever said to you:
A. Hmm, let's see...nope, can't think of anything...wonder why...

Q. A place you want to go to (you've never been there):
A. Paris

Q. Your hobby(s): reading, writing, working on my web site, hanging with friends, etc.

Q. Something you do in your spare time:
A. Add to my web site.

Q. A skill or talent of yours:
A. managing to get above average grades with little or no effort.

Q. The strangest thing to happen in a chat room:
A. Well, start out in a chat room and moving to private I.M.s...let's just say I've done more online than I have in real life ;).

Q. The thing you want to be remembered for:
A. Being honest and someone you can talk to.

Q. The last four digits in your phone number:
A. Which one? lol...um, 6501? I don't really know...never use it.

Q. You doing tonight:
A. Thinking about how I should write my bio on Enrique, but deciding to do it tomorrow morning and go to sleep.
Q. The thing you actually want to be doing right now:
A. :) I don't think I need to write that here...if ya know what I mean.

Q. The first thing you thought of this morning:
A. "Just a little longer...I've got plenty of time still..."

Q. A dream that left you in a cold sweat:
A. Well, I haven't had any bad dreams in awhile...so I dunno.

What's your favorite...

Q. Animal:
A. I like rabbits...and wolves, but not like in real life! lol

Q. Color:
A. Blue.

Q. Number:
A. 13

Q. Vacation spot:
A. Florida, if it's nice (with friends).

Q. Place to shop:
A. Malls...I like "The Vanity" a lot...

Q. Thing to do on the weekends:
A. Hang out with friends.

Q. Thing to do during the summer:
A. Hang out with friends, going on 'trips' is cool...

Q. Thing to do during the winter:
A. Sleep, stay inside...watch movies...

Q. Thing to do at night:
A. Put off going to sleep as long as possible...

Q. Thing to do during the day:
A. Hang out with friends...lol.

Q. Days of the week:
A. Friday...TGIF! (No, not today, but soon...very soon.)

Q. Month of the year:
A. Well, when I was in band, it was October, but now I dunno...

Q. Time of year:
A. Anytime I can have fun and get away with my friends.

Q. Season:
A. Used to be Fall, but once again, I dunno...

Q. Holiday:
A. Christmas, I guess...

Q. Sport:
A. Soccer.

Q. Non-sport activity:
A. Reading and writing.

Q. School subject:
A. Psychology

Q. Conversation topic:
A. Anything funny (or serious if people are being "open").

Q. Type of music:
A. Rock/Pop/Alternative stuff.

Q. Radio Station:
A. 103.3 and 107.5, but I don't get them here... :(.

Q. Song:
A. Right now, some that I like are "Wish You Were Here" by Incubus, "Hero" by Enrique, and "Crush" by Mandy Moore.

Q. Concert you've been to:
A.ONLY one...Urge and DTP.

Q. Singer:
A. Hmm, maybe Jessica Simpson...

Q. Music Artist: I dunno, isn't this the same thing?

Q. Group:
A. Incubus and Lifehouse

Q. Type of Movie:
A. Romantic Comedy

Q. Movie:
A. '10 Things I Hate About You'

Q. Sound Track:
A. Hmm, I dunno...'Save the Last Dance' isn't bad...

Q. Adam Sandler Flick:
A. Oh, I'd have to go with 'The Wedding Singer'.

Q. Actors:
A. Mike Meyers...lol.

Q. Actresses:
A. Julia Stiles, definitely.

Q. Person:
A. I don't have just one...my friends :).

Q. Inside Joke:
A. "Emergency Massage" :)

When was the last time you ...

Q. Smiled?:
A. Two seconds ago watching the end of the Cosby show.

Q. Laughed?:
A. Last night when Amanda and I were talking about 'swife'.

Q. Cried?:
A. Hmm, well I almost cried last night when I heard about Mr. Barth, but I think the last time I really cried was...oh, I can't remember exactly when, but I know it was within a week.

Q. Bought something?:
A. As in, really shopping? The weekend I went to Amanda's we went to the mall...but I did buy a mountain dew on Tuesday, if that counts.

Q. Danced?:
A. Um, a couple weeks or so ago in my room...but then I saw myself in the mirror and had to stop from embarrassment.

Q. Were sarcastic?:
A. When am I NOT sarcastic?

Q. Talked to an ex?:
A. Well, I technically only have one of those, and we haven't talked in over 5 years or more.

Q. Watched your favorite movie?:
A. Um, I believe that was Saturday night...

Q. Had a nightmare?:
A. I really don't remember...

Q. Last book you read:
A. Hmm, probably a Reader's Digest Select Editions (or maybe it was a Harlequin Romance book..lol)...I don't get to read books much anymore...

Q. Last movie you saw:
A. Oh geez...City of Angels? maybe...I dunno, there's so many on tv anymore...

Q. Last thing you had to drink:
A. Code Red

Q. Last time you showered:
A. Last night

Q. Last thing you ate:
A. Spaghetti O's

Do you...

Q. Sleep with stuffed animals?:
A. Nope

Q. Live in the moment?:
A. Not usually.

Q. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
A. Nope

Q. Have a dream that keeps coming back?:
A. Well, I have similar dreams a lot...like this one I had over and over about finding a baby that I had to take care of...that was freaky.

Q. Play an instrument?:
A. I used to play clarinet and tenor sax.

Q. Believe there is life on other planets?:
A. I really don't know, I think it could be possible somewhere out there...

Q. Remember your first love?
A. Remember? LOL, how could I forget?

Q. Still love him/her?:
A. Yes.

Q. Read the newspaper?:
A. Once and awhile.

Q. Have any gay or lesbian friends?:
A. Yes

Q. Believe in miracles?:
A. I dunno, that's a tough question...but I guess anything is possible.

Q. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:
A. You mean to a person? Yeah, depends on how literal you take that though...people are gonna have thoughts sometimes, but that doesn't mean anything.

Q. Consider yourself tolerant of others?:
A. Yes.

Q. Consider love a mistake?:
A. I dunno, sometimes I think it might be...

Q. Like the taste of alcohol?:
A. Beer is bad, other stuff is good though...never drink vodka straight though...yuck! lol

Q. Have a favorite candy?:
A. Oh geez, I love chocolate...peanut butter twix are really good...

Q. Believe in astrology?:
A. Predicting general characteristics and stuff, yes, but not day-to-day stuff.

Q. Believe in magic?:
A. Eh, not too much, there's usually a trick behind everything, but sometimes I like to pretend it's real...

Q. Believe in God?:
A. Not really...well, not in the traditional sense like everyone else does, but I'm still figuring things out.

Q. Pray?:
A. No

Q. Go to church?:
A. No

Q. Have any secrets?:
A. Well, there are very few things about me SOMEBODY doesn't know, but I don't tell everyone everything, so I guess I do.

Q. Have any pets:
A. I have a minature poodle at home.

Q. Talk to strangers who instant message you?:
A. Depends on my mood...sometimes...

Q. Wear hats?:
A. Not usually.

Q. Have any piercings?:
A. Just standard ear piercings.

Q. Have any tattoos?:
A. No

Q. Hate yourself?:
A. No, I don't hate anyone.

Q. Have an obsession?:
A. Oh geez...too many, lol.

Q. Have a secret crush?:
A. Me, secret? LOL, well, I haven't confessed or anything, but it's not like I'm not obvious or anything...

Q. Do they know yet?:
A. Like I said, I haven't said anything, but I'm sure they do.

Q. Collect anything?:
A. Memories...lol, actually, I'm serious, I keep everything.

Q. Have a best friend?:
A. I like to think I have 2 of them, though I'm not so sure one of them thinks the same thing...

Q. Wish on stars?:
A. Nah, I don't look at the stars much...

Q. Like your handwriting?:
A. No, it's just become readable, lol.

Q. Have any bad habits?:
A. ANY?? lol, too many to count.

Q. Care about looks?:
A. To an extent, of course, but not so much...I'm a little more "liberal" about who or what I think looks good...

Q. Boy/girlfriend's looks?:
A. What's the question here? I don't have a boyfriend anyway, so I guess it doesn't matter...

Q. Friends and other people?:
A. Once again, is there a question here?

Q. Believe in witches?:
A. Witches? Well, there are those people who practice and all, but I don't believe in the t.v./movie view of them, no.

Q. Believe in Satan?:
A. Not really.

Q. Believe in ghosts?:
A. I dunno about that one...

What do you think of when you think of...

Q. Red:
A. roses

Q. Whip cream:
A. :) lol...you don't wanna know...

Q. Pickles:
A. um, just pickles, sorry

Q. Strawberries:
A. dipped in sugar...mmm

Q. The opposite sex:
A. *somebody*

Q. Money:
A. :( bad...bad...we don't want to talk about that right now...

Q. Tight pants on the opposite sex:
A. oh wow...are they leather too? lol

Q. Ice cream:
A. Bunny Tracks..with chocolate syrup and whipped cream :)

Q. Thunderstorms:
A. okay to watch, bad to go out in

Q. Ouija boards:
A. kinda freaky

Q. If you had one wish what would it be?
A. I'd wish for myself and everyone close to me to have a good and happy life.

Q. If a movie was made about your life what would it be called?
A. "Things Couldn't Possibly Get Any Worse...Could They?"

Q. If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you do?
A. I could do anything? Hmm, stay in bed with *someone* 'til about 10 or so, have breakfast in bed, rent a nice, luxurious boat and go out to the middle of a lake with no one else around and just relax on the water...then have a picnic later and watch the sunset, not a care in the world...you have no idea how nice that sounds...

Q. If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be?
A. Just one? I guess the things I said to Michael online that one time.

Q. If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you want to go? A. I'd like to see what everyone's doing in about 10 years or so.

Q. If you could have any occupation when you are older what would it be and why?
A. I think I'd write mostly...I dunno, this is why I can't pick a major.

Q. If you could meet one person in this world, who would it be?
A. One person? I really don't know...

Q. If you could do anything to the person you hated most, what would it be?
A. Make sure I never have to see them again, I guess

Q. If you were to kill someone, which method would you use?
A. I couldn't kill anyone...

Q. If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be?
A. I don't think I'd get a tattoo just because of how permanent they are, but if I did, it'd be something small in a place that wouldnt be visable unless I made it so.

Q. If you were dying in a week.... What would you do?
A. I would go visit all my friends and confess everything I've been keeping from everyone...

Q. If you could go anywhere in the world it would be?
A. Anywhere with the people I want to be with...Europe might be nice...

Q. If you were stranded on an island who would you want to be with?
A. *someone*

Q. If you won $1,500,000 what would you do with it?
A. Pay off college, give my mom a lot, party with my friends, etc.

Q. If you were in a theater and someone was crying would you laugh?
A. WTF? Why would I do that? It'd probably be me crying...

Q. If you were a crayon color what would you be?
A. Blue, I guess

Q. Astrological Sign?
A. Pisces

Q. Eye Color?
A. Greenish

Q. Hair color?
A. Blond

Q. What is the one CD you would take on a Desert Island with you?
A. Hmm, right now, probably Incubus "Make Yourself"

Q. Where was the strangest place you had sex?
A. N/A...haven't had sex

Q. If you could be anyone else, who would it be?
A. I don't know...not me, that's for sure.

Q. The weirdest dream you ever had?
A. Alright, I had this one dream where Mrs. Fall, my gym teacher, had kidnapped some famous ice skaters, and made them skate for us while we had to watch...and then we ran away, and she chased us through a maze kinda thing, breaking down walls, but we fought her off with my brother's plastic sword.

Q. What is the worst name of someone you know?
A. Hmm, I think everyone I know has pretty normal names...

Q. What is the most embarassing CD/Record/8 Track in your collection?
A. The Spice Girls...lol

Q. What is the most bizarre thing you've ever seen?
A. I'll have to get back to that one...

Q. What is the stupidest thing you ever bought that seemed like a good idea at the time?
A. Um, just about everything? lol, well, that skirt kinda thing I bought at that one store...I've never worn it outside of my room, and it'll probably get too small before I do.

Q. What is the best/worst pick-up line you've heard or used?
A. I dunno, I actually like the corny pick-up lines...not that I've ever had them used on me...

Q. What is the weirdest food you've eaten?
A. Weirdest? I dunno, have to get back to this one too...

Q. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done?
A. Everything, lol...but probably falling in love...that wasn't very smart.

Q. What is the worst surprise you ever found in your food?
A. I dunno, I hate it when bees land on my food....that freaks me out.

Q. What is strangest hallucination you've ever had?
A. I can swear somebody said something but they didn't say anything...

Q. What is the one movie you've watched most times?
A. Hmm, "Austin Powers"

Q. What is your favorite freudian slip, word mix-up or dyslexic mess?
A. Oh geez, there's so many...ah, here's a hilarious one....when somebody was talking to me about my soccer game and said "touch" instead of "watch" ;)...do you remember that one?

Q. Have you ever smelled the rain?
A. Yes

Q. Have you ever had someone from your past suddenly appear?
A. Yeah, people I used to like or be friends with just suddenly show up again...

Q. Have you ever felt like the whole world was right?
A. No, can't say that I have.

Q. Have you ever seen true beauty?
A. Yes, not directed towards me, but I have.

Q. Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws?
A. Yeah...

Q. Have you ever cried because you felt good?
A. Oh yes, many time I've cried because I was just so touched that people cared...

Q. Have you ever seen the sky at night when the clouds look like flowers?
A. Um, not that I recall...

Q. Have you ever wanted something but then when you got it found out it wasn't what you needed?
A. No, I've never really had that happen, cause I think I "need", I don't usually get.

Q. Have you ever tried to make things right, only to realize they work out if you let them be?
A. Yeah, I usually just end make things worse...

Q. Have you ever seen an amazing lightning and thunder storm like they have in the midwest?
A. Well yeah, I kinda live near there...

Q. Have you ever needed to cuddle?
A. Yeah...(sigh), don't go there...too depressing...

Q. Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked?
A. Oh, I'm sure, but I don't share a lot of that kinda stuff, 'cause I already know I'm the only one who'd love it.

Q. Have you ever made something that you thought was terrible that everyone else loved?
A. I'm sure I have, but I can't think of anything right now...

Q. Have you ever been alone?
A. Oh, many times...even if I'm with a crowd of people...

Q. Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard?
A. Yes.

Q. Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return?
A. No, I'm afraid not... :(

Q. Have you ever had a crush?
A. Have I ever! lol, too many to count...

Q. Have you ever had a kiss?
A. Real one? No...

Q. Have you ever known how good something was?
A. To an extent...but not really.

Q. Have you ever not known how good it was until it's gone?
A. Oh yeah...like they say on MTV, "You think you know, but you have no idea..."

Q. Have you ever held the power?
A. Me, have power? LOL, like I'd even know what to do with it if I did...give it away, I'm sure...

Q. Have you ever felt like you knew something was right?
A. Of course...but that doesn't mean it'll work out for the best always...

Q. Have you ever seen something terribly sad happen right before your eyes?
A. Nothing "terrible" that I can think of...

Q. Have you ever experienced true happiness?
A. No, I haven't...the one thing I want...

Q. Have you ever given a love letter?
A. Give one? Hmm, I don't think so...written a few though...know exactly where they are...(Psst, Michael, they're in my *secret* notebook...LOL)

Q. Have you ever tried to make someone feel better, just because you saw they were down?
A. Of course...especially if it's a friend...then I "have" to...

Q. Have you ever wanted a kiss?
A. THAT'S a stupid question...

Q. Have you ever needed a hug?
A. All the time...right now would be good...

Q. Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse?
A. Yeah...

Q. Have you ever wanted to paint a picture?
A. I've tried to...but I'm not very good at it...

Q. Have you ever needed to get away?
A. Oh yeah...

Q. Have you ever tried?
A. Yeah, but just to Amanda and Sinnard's

Q. Have you ever wanted to be a kid again?
A. Quite a few times...leave all the complications of 'growing up' behind...have my biggest worry be does so and so like me...

Q. Have you ever experienced love at first sight?
A. Nope.

Q. Have you ever walked down a country road with your friends?
A. Eh, not really...a TINY ways with Amanda when Travis had us wait for him...lol...

Q. Have you ever gotten ice cream on a hot day?
A. Duh...

Q. Have you ever had a really good time with your best friends?
A. Many times...

Q. Have you ever told them how much they mean to you?
A. Somewhat...but Amanda doesn't really let me say much, and Michael always basically tells me he hasn't done anything to deserve what I say...

Q. Have you ever shown them that you love them?
A. I dunno...I hope so

Q. Have you ever told someone else you love them?
A. Eh, not really...

Q. So what does all of this mean?
A. That I need to do some stuff...I KNOW, alright?! You don't have to keep telling me...too many 'signs'...lol.

Q. School Name: Northwest Missouri State University
Q. Sex: Female
Q. Hair color: Dark Blond
Q. Eye color: greenish
Q. Height: 5'3"
Q. Shoe size: 7
Q. Do you care about the way you look?: Yeah, a little.
Q. Do you get tan?: Very slowly when I'm outside a lot.
Q. Do you have contacts or glasses?: Both, but I never wear my glasses.
Q. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.

*~*ARE YOU A*~*

Q. Wuss: Lol, yeah, I guess I am.
Q. Class Clown: No, not really.
Q. Goodie 2 Shoes: Well, sometimes...only 'cause I always get caught.
Q. Daydreamer: Definitely
Q. Drunk: No
Q. Freak: Maybe a little...
Q. @#%$: Oh, I bet so at times.
Q. Angel: Um...
Q. Nerd: I suppose ;).
Q. Horny: :) Who isn't? lol

*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*

Q. Eaten an entire box of oreo's: At once? No, an entire bag of grapes though.
Q. Watched "Punky Brewster"?: Yes, I used to like that show.
Q. Hiked a mountain? Nope.
Q. Death Valley on horseback? No.
Q. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because? Yes, I have no life, lol.

*~*IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU*~*

Q. Cried? Yes
Q. Not known the answer in class? Yes
Q. Cut your hair? Nope.
Q. Worn a skirt? No.
Q. Worn a tie? No.
Q. Been mean? Hmm, yeah, a little.
Q. Been sarcastic? Lol, I always am.
Q. Gone for a walk? Well I have to walk to all my classes...
Q. Said "I love you"? No.
Q. Taken a test? Yes.
Q. Talked to an ex: No
Q. Missed an ex? Yeah right.
Q. Missed someone? Yes, all the time.
Q. Hugged someone? No :(, but I wanted to.
Q. Danced with someone? No
Q. Had a nightmare? No.
Q. Fought with your parents? No.

*~*WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU*~*

Q. Showered? Last night.
Q. What are you wearing right now? What kind of question is this? Lol, well, jeans and a sweater.
Q. Are you lonely?: A little, yeah.
Q. Are you hungry? Not at the moment, I just ate.
Q. Are you talking to someone online: Not right now.
Q. What sports do/did you play for your school? I used to play soccer.
Q. What do you feel about the Ouija board? I dunno, I've never used one...kinda creepy though.
Q. Worst feeling in the world: Being alone.

*~*THE FEELINGS SIDE*~*

Q. One thing you want to change about yourself: I wish I felt like I belonged somewhere.
Q. Are you a health freak?: No way.
Q. Have you met anyone famous? Not reallly famous, but I did meet some people in some somewhat popular bands.

*~*The PAST Side*~*

Q. Memory [thing] you miss most?: Being able to see my friends and just hang out without *other* people interrupting.
Q. Thing u regretted doin after u did it? Ever thinking Andy might be interested in me.
Q. Memory u would like to forget? That creepy old guy squeezing my ass.
Q. What'd you do yesterday? Not a lot, went to class, found some tires, talked to Michael, Brandon, and Geoff (for the first time) online.
Q. Last people you talked to on the phone? Mom
Q. Last thing you said? "Really? How did that happen?"
Q. Last thing you listened to? "Dear Lie" by TLC
Q. TV show you wish they would re-air again? Seinfeld

*~*The FUTURE Side*~*

Q. Occupation? Not sure
Q. Dream Car? Anything that looks nice and doesn't break down...oh, and automatic.
Q. Marriage? Hmm, I'm sure I will...at LEAST a few years away...
Q. Kids? Oh, not for another 4-5 years, I hope...and I just want one, a boy.
Q. Honeymoon? Anyplace quiet.
Q. Where will u live? I dunno...
Q. What are you doing tomorrow? Hmm, I really don't know, other than going to class...maybe packing to go home for the weekend?

*~*FAVORITES...*~*

Q. Shampoo? Herbal Essences
Q. Toothpaste? Crest
Q. Soap? Um, I dunno...but I like liquid soap, not bar.
Q. Type of soup? That subway cheese with ham and bacon stuff...that's the best.
Q. TV Show? Um, I guess Ally McBeal
Q. Cousin(s): Hmm, I dunno...I guess Trevor, Chris, and Ryan...Garrick is too much like Andrew ;) lol.
Q. Commercial? I dunno.
Q. Movie?: 10 Things I Hate About You
Q. Song?: Oh, so many...I'll just say a few: "Mr. Man" and basically everything else by Alicia Keys, anything by Incubus or Lifehouse, "Bad Day" by Fuel, etc.
Q. Coffee or hot chocolate? Hmm, either if it's coffee with cream and sugar or a coffee drink like cappuchino or latte.
Q. Lace or satin? Prolly satin.
Q. Red or blue? Blue.
Q. New or old? Of what? depends on the situation.
Q. Teeny or weeny? Isn't that the same thing? I guess teeny.
Q. Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? Jennifer Love Hewitt
Q. Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? Tom Cruise
Q. Old Madonna or New Madonna? Well, I don't really care, but the old one was more interesting...
Q. Vogue or Material Girl? Dunno..
Q. Jeans or cords? Jeans.
Q. Sweater or sweatshirt? Depends on my mood...and where I'm going.
Q. T-shirt or tank top? Usually t-shirt.
Q. Rose or Lily? Either would be great for me ;).
Q. Private school or public school? Public.
Q. Chocolate milk or plain? Chocolate.
Q. Spring or fall? Well, I used to like fall when I was in band, but now I dunno...
Q. History or science? Well, neither, really, but if it was simple science....w/o all the math, sure.
Q. The way it is or the way it was? The way it was.
Q. Oldies or pop? Pop.
Q. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope.
Q. Do you have a crush on someone? A crush? Not exactly at the moment...but just wait, lol.
Q. If so who? N/A
Q. Do you have a best friend? Yes, 2 of them, I think.
Q. Who do you E-mail the most? Well, I dont email anyone much, so I guess Michael.
Q. Who do you go to to talk to about girls or guys? Amanda
Q. Who knows all your secrets? No one, really, but I guess Amanda prolly knows the most.
Q. Who do you get the most surveys from? Different people on OD.
Q. Who do you cry with/to? To? I dunno what that means, but I cry alone.

*~*"LET'S TALK ABOUT SEX"*~*

Q. What is your sexual preference (guys, girls, both): Guys, no question.
Q. Have you ever kissed someone: Yeah.
Q. Have you ever been in love: Yeah.
Q. Do you ever dance around naked: Um, I have, lol...but not a lot...
Q. Are you a virgin: Yeah.
Q. If so, why are you waiting: I'm not, really...just haven't had the right circumstances come up yet.
Q. Do/would you use protection: Yes, I would.

*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*

Q. Lied about your bra/jock strap size?: Never really said it, so I guess no.
Q. Worn undergarments belonging to someone of the opposite sex: Um, no, not really...but I do own some boxers...they're mine though.
Q. Gotten high: No.
Q. Mentally undressed sonmeone: :) Would I do that? Okay, yeah, lol.
Q. Run away from cops: Haven't needed to.
Q. Followed your crush around: Um, yes? lol...stupid, I know.